MONDAY..
begining of a new week..hoping for a very good kick..that can last me
smiling
for the entire week..but so far..still looking forward to that kick..
so somebody..
come on..
give me ur best shot!!!
haha..quite a free day i can say..yesterday slept at 6am..thanks to OSJ..but its ok la..i know u r in some complication..but i hope everything is ok now..( better BE!!! - if not my staying up is all a waste..and i even run all the way to fac to on9..)..
and saw 2 of my junior struggling their morning spirit..
fighting to finish off their notes
as the time flow rapidly and the exam drew closer n closer..
but thank god they never come to this level
if not..
we will need this public transport..
funny though looking at them walking around with their mug and even hugging on a
big jacob biscuit tin
as a supplement incase their stomach go rumbling..haha..mayb i shud have brought my tent out n perhaps we can camp there and lit up a big big campfire torch like how they did it in 2005..amazing
anyway..hope they do well in their exam..they had my blessing n luck..( so far the response that i heard from other junior bout the exam is nothing but only one word - DIE!! )..haha
and today i had a very interesting talk with my best frined OYC..wow..dun look at that guy with that blur look n that
old apek bending position ( OMG..if he read this i am dead )..
still he is one of the best companion i ever had..( ok..if the trio read this i am dead also..)..haha..all of u r my best friend k..
still had a very interesting chat with him concerning on
future plan..
( helloo...i'm only 20 years old!! )of how r we goin to settle our transport problem..our age during our graduation..our gov service year..when r we goin to buy house..when r we goin to further study to oversea..which hospital are we goin to work during the housemanship..and the most funny thing is that when are we goin to get married n when to have our child..wow..he is sure damn clear of how he want to be..after that conversation..only i realised that he do not have
big ambition
like many of us do (..that is waht he said la..things may change..who knows..)..all he plan to do is to complete his 5 years time..and..he plan to buy his own car by next year..using his left-over money from grandpa (smtg like taht la)..and with father support..damn i'm envious..that mean he will have less one burden when he graduated at 24 years old..still he claimed that having a vehicle is a burden itself..though it sounded true..still i need it to go to n fro..and he claimed that he do not plan to further his study n nv think of goin to oversea..all he plan to do is to accumulate as many money as he can during his houseman n MO period..and he stressed that he will get married at the age of 28 with his present gf now..( hey gal..u r very lucky to have such a good planning guy..while u pass one day to another..thinking of where to shop n what to eat n what to wear..ur bf actually think of when to marry u n when to have kids with u..haha)..
and of course..
i told him that i will be waiting for his invitation card when my age tick on 28 as well..haha
and all his plan is to become a chronic MO..and not even a speacialist or surgeon..
that put me into doubt ..and shame
what an inteligent guy n he never aim for that big thing in his life..
still a stupid n useless guy like me actually dare to plan to become a cardiothoracic surgeon n be worldwide known..OMG..i must be dreaming..somebody..anybody..SLAP ME!!..
and the part we agree is on
money..
all money
and money
..the importance of money..but come on OYC..to me there are more important thing in life..love ..friendship n everything..haha..( that is edwin after he join the SPC - single people club)
and the most funny part is marriage..
haha..very funny..do u ever consider what age will u wan to get married??
i told him that after i completed my houseman n MO period..i would like to go oversea to complete my dream n when i am back only i will consider on marriage issue n getting a house..
and u he claimed that i would be approx 33 years old when i return..(make sense though coz upon graduation is 24 n five years of serving will make it total of 29..plus with my stupidity it will at least take another 5 years in oversea..so plus plus plus..when i'm back in msia..i will be like
OMG...anyone please invent a "REMAIN YOUNG PILL"
stil i blaimed on the scientist..why they can produce so many things n this kind of everlasting pills so far there is no one that actually invent it..
haha..but i dun wan la..who wan to live everlasting..u will only find emptyness in the end of the day
back to the topic..to get married at the age of 35..with ur couple 35 ( what a bad time to talk bout this since i'm all alone..damn that guy..make me feel lonely..why u nv talk bout this last sem when i'm still owned..haaha)...and to actually have ur child n later when u r old enough at 55..ur child will only be approx 20 plus..that is the eldest!! how about the smallest?
that time u wun even have the energy to shout at ur 7 years old child n go running around with them at the playground coz i will most likely to suffer from heart atttack n myocardiac infarction first..haha..
so we concluded that once we age 35..find a 28 years old lady..and that..the funny ques is..where got 28 years old wan a 35 guy? crazy or not..unless they r blind ( hei..after all love is blind wat..)
and that actually make sense when senior from year 5 n year 4 r trying to grap on the first year..now it start making sense though..haha..
anyway..life is still full of expectation and it is unpredictable..right now..the only thing i wan to do is to complete my 5 years MD programme..come out at 24 years old..complete houseman n MO time at Kl hospital most probably..( dun worry mom..i will drive home every week to see u..although i know that during houseman we will be working 24 hours round the clock 7 days a week)..and once completed the serving period..i'm off to oversea..complete my dream of being well recognised "cardiothoracic surgeon"..and back here..let's say 35 years old..get a house..nice car..if the cupid still have mercy on me n i actually found one..then marry lo..if not..i dun really mind of being single ( yeah!! modern thinking..) but still life is unexpected
we may plan..
we may dream..
we may wish for..
and we may yearn for every single thing that the world can afford to give to us..
but it is the God that decides..
still i stick on one motto
" LABOR OMNIA VINCIT "
meaning - effort n determination surpass everything
YEAH!!
