My my my..miss my blog so much..haven't really got the time to type in long long story..and of course..those promises..haiz..basically..still looking for yin n yang balace to write..(i kept giving excuses..haha..someone smack me pls..)..
although right now my head feels like as if it has juz knock heavily at the wall--damn pain..i wonder is there a tumour that is growing rapidly in it...waiting to burst out and let me have a look at the very own brain of mine..then perhaps i can see..is it brain or shit..how come i'm so so stupid..haiz..
a very tough weekend i suppose that i would be having..(someone..pls bring me go somewhere to ahve fun )..lots and lots of thing need to be done..and the worst of all
the central nervous system module that i am learning now..
man.how pathetic i can be..my friends right now found that it is damn difficult n he sat down n study immediately and all i do is to weep..and show that extra double triple sorrow n fierce face..(slap my self)..and complain in this post..haiz
still i do not understand why is human brain component so complicated..so many nerves n fibers taht run down in our body..god muz be really creative n so great so much so that in an tiny area of only less than 2mm..thousands of fibers are passing through..wow..god..u r so great..but pity all the medical student coz they..including ME..have to study like so so crazy
now why am i sitting here lamenting on all this shit..haha..well..i juz finish my scl class..(tutorial class to those who dun understand scl )..and the doc of the day is of course the most scariest one..DR KHIN THET NYO..no la..dun take her so scary..i noe u all from ukm n um..some of u ..when heard her name..ur shiver will run down ur spine..
but she is very much good alr..compare to year one..i think she went to anger-management class d..and as usual..her tutorial ..the first thing she said..is "KEEP ALL UR NOTES..ONLY 2 THING..QUESTION PAPER n EMPTY A4..." it is like a drawwing class..u guys know that i'm suckz in drawing..but at least those seni classes..usually there is an output..something is drawn out at the end of the day (..even though when i tried to draw a human ..everyone laughed coz it looked more like a giant ant-I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT!!! ) still in her tutorial class..i can say that she is too geng alr..too good...that we tend to lost in the middle of the way..question 1-5..ok..still understand..question 5 onwards..I AM LOST..while some of my friends still manage to catch up n keep on nodding - sign of agree..( but only to know alter that those nods are only to satisfy the lec coz the truth is they dun understand a damn thing also ..haha..pity dr khin..)..still she is so good..i dun blame her..i blame myself for being so stupid..
and i lost interest..so what happen..i took up her video with my hp...wait a..after i convert the amr file (with the new software that i dl from 10001 download.com..i shud be able to upload n share with u guys..)..still central nervous system is very very very extremely hard..so complicated even more complicated than muscle and bone..thank god i'm not planning to be a neuro surgeon..
if any of my senior is reading this..please be aware that i am so proud of u all coz u all made it through..passed the CNS module..u all are so great..now can u pass some wisdom down to me..pls..pls..
and if my junior are reading this..u better be prepared..dun say this "good" senior edwin never warn u all..haha..
and i found some of my junior back d..those who i thought lost contact with me d..suddenly all contact me again..receive 2 calls from my junior yesterday (although i am busy preparing my exam today-haha..the exam is fun..looking forward to see to marks..)
anyway..
juz to let u all know that my condition when typing this blog is so so so so exhausted and tired.
i really wan to snap my photo n upload it here..well..since i'm so handsome n cute..rite? rite?
haha..joking la..still i keep on the policy of putting pic that shows emotions only..k..those who wan see pic..u know where to go la..anyway
two word to describe myself
TIRED
EXHAUSTED
still it is suppose to be a friday night..night of enjoyment..let me see..i guess my housemate is watching movie now..some playing game n some listening to song and some playing O2 jam so loud and so hard...i doubt is that person "pressing" on the keyboard or "hitting" the key board..haha
and i'm hungry as well..
sleepy also..
stilll a busy weekend i'm looking forward to
my aim..
first - cover all the uncover lecturer
second - read back that stupid cranial nerves
third - read back that head n neck module
fourth - start revising for final exam - ENDOCRINE MODULE
let's see how many is accomplished at the end of the weekend
anyway..any how..
life goes on..
and to anyone
out there
who is having same situation as me know..juz to let u know that u r not alone..and that i am juz like u
haha
i remembered of a quote by my lec in kmm before..
wait..there are still ..a little last sparkle of positivity in me
a tiny little dimm of light..
some positivity that i wan to share..
" If u FAILED to PLAN - then u plan to FAIL"
so folks..plan wat to do..
live life to the fullest..
and send kisses to everyone around u..
ok..that all
i'm totally dark now..
I'm OUT
