( this blog was suppose to be posted yesterday....)
It is christmas eve again..
checking on the photos and flipping through the albums..
it made me reminisce of the past..
christmas..someone told me a day of reunion and remembrance..
somehow i thought of someone..
gosh...i feel extreme hollowness in me..
it was suppose to be an enjoyable night...
how come i am here..sitting at a corner in this slightly dimmed corner of the cafe...
reminisce of the past and thinking of her..
we were celebrating together last year..
it was so fresh..as if it happen yesterday..
but today is different..
so here i am..listening to
"sorry seems to be the hardest word by Blue"
and thinking of the past..
regretting..
and
missing someone..
