someone asked me again..why MD? why doctor? why not pharmacy?
MD..
have u ever wake up from your sleep in a fine morning
and think that you wan to be a different person
you wan to be someone great..someone solid..someone awesome
some one like a doctor..
a profession that full with challenges and obstacles..
and the fact that we are risking everything..
everything that we had..or we are about to have ..or even things that we will have..
our own friends..family..love ones..
a job that is so noble..and seems worthful
even though it is
life and death
that we are talking about..
even though it is human life at stake..
and our career is at the line..
our almost 7 years of hardwork and sweat is at the bet..
our profession..
a tiny little mistake may cast a disaster
may even means death to someone that comes in full with hope..
the same mistake that may put a full stop to our profession..
and our career..simple...
end
and the responsibility that we have..
towards our family..the patient's family
and the patient it self..
the feeling of being God..
that sometimes requires us to determine..to save or to end..
and the power to call the time of death..
still
the emotion and satisfaction trumph the risk and consequences....
the feeling of wanting to be..
to be..
someone that treat others..some one that saves life..
someone that give others hopes and dreams..
and from their broken spirit and determination..
you mend them together..
you pull them back all together and raise them up again..
and that is the feeling that i have...
and i bring myself into whom i am now..
the journey is long..and the road is tough..
but the ending that awaits us in the finish line..
the smiles..
the tears...
.the hope..
the laughter..
the cherish..
and most importantly..
the life..
is something far more worthful than everything..
and that is why i am here..
MD..
