if you ask me..what kind of person i am..i will tell you that i am a type of person that holds tightly on the word "friendship"..there are people in this world who are so good..so great..so noble..so much so that we sometimes feel like giving in all that we can for them..some who are willing to be there for you...accompany you..some who when you are emo-ic or lonely..and u send a sms..and the next moment..the calls coming in..or simply having that msn turns "on" and chat with u for hours..or even sms for the whole night..even though they are a much busy person in this world..
stylerspring is in the "appreciating" mood..full of debt and gratitude..thankful anad grateful at the same time..and to those who know me well..you know that i am very not used to people who treat me extremely nice ..one reason cause "ashamed"..paiseh..or watsoever u want to call it..another reason is that it will usually make me full with the feeling of quilty-ness and that i will try thousand in one way to pay them back..
but this kind of people do exist you know..they mayb few..but they DO EXIST...people who put you as number one..or even number two..( usually their couples outrank me!! haha )...in their " the most important people in my life" list..haha..( i wonder who's idea is that..ahhahahahaha )..
anyway..all i wanted to express is that stylerspring is very thankful coz he is who he is today ( cy..me is ME!! haha )..and that he is extremely grateful and thankful to those who had and stil standing by his side..supporting him every min and every second of the day..i do not know what i have done to deserve such a treatment..but i am grateful thankful for all that..i need not to list the names down..let juz be anonymous..if you read this..you will know...that i am grateful and thankful to have you guys and gals. around..
sincerely..thank you..
some told me that blogging is a matter of expressing..and that we, bloggers got no place to admit, confess, share our lifetimes experiences and that there is no one to be there for us..and that is why we go for something virtually..such as blogging..
and i disagree with that..
look around me..you gotta be blind if u say that i had no one to turn too..blogging to me is something like an interest..something like sharing..yes..quite true..something about expressing..a "channel" to tell someone how grateful i am and everything..it is not a matter of "someone there for me or not.."..so..sorry..we dun have an agreement on that..haha
and i actually saw a line that says.. " when life inspires to write.."...extremely true..which is why i am using it as my header for my new template..haha..man..i am so crazy for it..
and lastly..a little update of my recent condition..the idea of exam looming nearby is starting to freak me out..with so much time left and so much more to go..it is like never ending..you read..you forget..you stress..and you read again..and forget again..hahahahaa..medic student life cycles..haha...no la..it should be "edwin's life cycle"..and still so far..no "kick off " yet...how come i am not being nervous at all..haiks..
and i finally saw some seniors around..they are back from their holidays and i saw my 4th year senior yesterday and he actually told me that prof exam is so simple..yerr..why they all so smart one..how come i feel as if it is so hard!!
and therefore..i am goin to start study now..
cardiovascular system..heart and vessel..
ya..speaking bout heart..2 more days to V-day..and yesterday..i am surprised..when "she" asked me..about my plan on saturday..i dunno it is a matter of interest..concern..or spying on me..
but like wat i said.."moving on"..is the thing that both of us are doing..and she'll be one of the "great friend" that i mention above..friends..just that..nothing more..i believe that she felt the same way too..
and i am goin to turn into a new leaf..with someone else...very soon..( SPC is goin to hunt me down and skin me alive..hahahahaha..i actually msn-ed with a "wonderful person" yesterday talking bout knight in shinning armour..haha..and how to go through V-day alone...i think i can write a book d..haha...)
till the days come..
have a nice day everyone..
love everyone..cherish everyone..spreading love to each and every single person in this world..
p/s : one more..one more..i saw the PROJECT GENESIS...an initiative of AISEC towards HIV/AIDS in india..a one year project!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! waaaaa...so much fun..since my prof exam will be over by the month of april..i am so so so so so free alr..lets do this everyone!! i am so so much joining it..so imu crusaiders..those um fella..lets put in the hand and help!! yahoooooooo!!!
