sandy beach..morning breeze and early sunrise..

you know how much i love them.

it's been ages since i last click on the sign in icon on this memory lane of mine..my last post was like ages and ages away..forgive me for my absent..i did though try to compensate by email-ing and updating my status and catching up with almost every single people that i kew...i guess it just once in a while that we sometimes feel emotional..happy...devastated that we actually wan to blast out everything in a page..and me right now..dun worry i'm not emotional..emo or happy..i juz wanted to type..and express everything..so i hope i am not too late for the wishing.."Happy Chinese NEw Year" ...gong xi fa cai..can send me ang pow if u wan..had a great week of CNY..meeting lots and lots of people ..some are just amazingly good.. :)

sandy beaches..rachel actually told me that one day two of us will migrate to somewhere far far away..stay somewhere nearby the coast..with a beautiful lay-out beach..soft smooth sand beneath our feet..cool nice breeze as it caress through our skin..and the beauty of sun as it ashamedly rise from the ocean and goes down right to it..with beautiful clouds and birds and stars and moons over the horizon..gosh..you all know how much i love this kind of thing..

ok..back to back..now reality stuff..things are rather hectic at times and rather freee..depending on ur selft judgement and how u really wan things to be..someone actually told me that "to success reguires full sacrification"...and i'm still wondering about the words "full sacrification"..

first sem of 3rd years had breezed through..how fast time gone by..it was full with fun..laughter..jokes..interest..tears and sorrow..but the only thing that i can say its tath..things are gone now..wat left behind is the knowledge that i need to bring forward to another semester..or my lifetime perhaps..currently on my minor medical posting..will be moving on to major posting in couple of weeks time..and ask me again why i take medicine??

many people had walked in and out of my life..some are great friends..some a juz foe..some are great lovers..and some are simply pathetic..and only a few that actually set a footprint in my heart..sometimes things are no longer the same...many things had changed..as we put priority on one person..the importance of another seems to dissapear...after all..i cannot care for everyone..albeit i try the very best of me to care and concern..at times..it is just impossible...

the last messages was unbelieveably "breaking" and from that moment on..the doors are completely shut towards her..and i have no intention to re-open it in any time soon...misjudgement and misunderstand happen..and sometimes..things are just beyond control..u know..like in the movie..u r drunk and the next thing u know..u woke up in a hotel naked with a guy or girl right besides u..of course..i haven't reach that level yet..and i'm in no intention goin to it..haha..tat is we stay away from hotel after drinking and clubbing..haha..

but sometimes..things are just out of hand..and eventually ended up ..people are putting hopes on one another..and the next thing..it is just a shattered piece of glasss..piaaaagggggg..and everything is gone..but i seriously do enjoy my current life..and i really looking forward to it..think again..to have some hope is still better than none.. :P

aiya..its raining..gotta run..need to bring in the clothes hanging on the balcony..

keep in touch soon..

till then..

love,

stylersping..