waking up in the morning only to see that i had receive 3 sms'es..
lots and lots of stuf mentioned..but there is one that i wan to mention here
" why today is today? "
"why not today is yesterday..or any other day that is much better.."
and i nodded in agreement..very true yee lin..
how i wish today is some other days..days which are much nicer and better and much much more fun..no..not juz today..actually i had been thanking the God for giving me such an endurance and power..both mentally and spiritually to go through the week..
returning to blogger is something that satisfy me..the last post was almost a week ago..and ever since then, i never got the opportunity to ever click in or click on facebook or even msn-ing for long long hours..the whole week had been a tedious, tiring and really draining all my energy..the extreme lack of sleep..sleeping at 5.30am and waking up at 8am..is even worst than my final exam..things are so packed..so busy..we had a deadline to meet..and all the supervisor demand..
ok..i guess u guys muz be having that weird look on ur face trying to guess wat on earth am i talking about..haha
so basically my return to my MD life..and this sem..is the sem where we are suppose to do our thesis..and u wan to know my title of research? although many people had warned me that i am looking for trouble..but still..i choose the study design that is the most difficult of all..INTERVENTION study..and my topic will concern on stigma towards people with schizophrenia( means crazy people..orang gila la..haha )..haha..jessie teh declared that i am a schizophrenic too and that she asked me not to worry coz she got no stigma towards me..that is the sms that make me laugh my whole journey from kl back to melaka..while others are looking and thinking that i am crazy....hahahahaha..
so the past whole week is all about doin research proposal..and we are suppose to come up with a research proposal to submit..we are in a group of 4..and all those hardcore days..of waking up at 8am..facing computer endlessly till 5.30 am is not only making me blind, make my liver rot..make my heart beats rapidly..driving me up the wall..and i do really doubt that i will be crazy very soon..
and one good thing above all..since i'm not taking any chicken essence..cafein seems to work on my body alr..despite that m hair is dropping rapidly..( u wiill see me BOTAK in a very short time.)...still the magic of cafein has return..no more intolerance..and no more vomitting..haha...
and that is why i nv update any thing at all..not my blog..my FB or even friendster and so on..ya by the way..i'm dropping out on friendster..and i belive very soon will drop out from FB...FB start to become boring d..hey!! those software and internet people..why can't u create something that will very interesting forever..haiz..
and here i am..back in my "hot" house in malacaa..while my family members are busy with preparation, i am sitting on9-ing and watching movie..haha...no wonder my brother become so envious when i am sleeping..and he dragged me out from my bed this morning..no..afternoon..at 2pm...hahaahaha..
and looking at the calendar, days are numbered..with professional exam coming very soon in 23 march..still i am so lazy to touch my notes..haiz..can someone smack me..
anyway..aniversary is very near alr..goin to reach 100 posts very soon..
anyway..
todays objective is juz wan to wish all my readers..
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!
GONG XI FA CAI
if u all wanna come over ( which i believe u will ..) do come..and have fun..but make it early coz i will be back on the 28th evening..i beleive u all know where to find me at night..and if u wan to drop angpow for me..i dun mind if u put it in my letter box..hahaahaa..the sweets are there too..hahaa..do free to take..hahahahaa ...
alright.now i am sleepy again..
till then..
aurevoir.
