waaaaaaa...i have never felt so ashamed and so "messy" in my entire life..omg..we are suppose to perfome a role play today..at 3pm..and we decided to do a scene..continuous from our previous role play..with sound effects and everything..the whole thing is a DISASTER!!!! it is so so so so messy that for one moment..i actually prayed in my heart.." oh god..please..dun do this to me.."..
i juz couldn't understand..the stupid speaker that i checked at 2.30pm was functioning..and when it is our turned..there IS NO FREAKING SOUND AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...
omg..i am so so ashamed..
and i actually have to request for the next group to perfom first..omg..omg..where am i goin to hide my face..
and the scene was so messy..we planned it kind of last minutes..and everyone is juz not doin their role like how we planned it the day before..
the light timing is not right..the sound effect is not right..the entrance and exit is not right..the music fail..the video is dissapointing..and my one "friend", chee yik actually said " it is badly done..bad "!!!!!...my another friend, wen how said " one word to describe.."LAN" ( in chinese )"
waaaaaaaaaaaaa........it shows lack of efficiency..lack of management!!! it shows poor leadership!!!!!!! albeit i am not really the director..but i'm the narrator and i'm the one that instruct things..and the whole thing shown as if I AM INCHARGE!!!
it shows my lack-ness in efficiency..lack in management...and poor leadership!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
partly it is my fault too..curse me..*slapp my self *..
I AM A FOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haiz..nvm..nvm..stylerspring will rise again!!! wait and see!!
and speaking bout drama..haha
it reminds me of the drama in smkgb in 2004 or 05..forget d..which i was the director...the dancing part..it was so excellent..haha..i still remember..the main star..adric and michelle..and my dancing partner at that time was zheng ling..and that michelle actually bought a very expensive white gown..for the drama...
i used the dancing part in final fantasy..it is SO SO SO MUCH PERFECT AND NICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
compare to this..haiz..that is a memorable beautiful experience..and this is a nightmare..
after that drama..i thought that i am a good director..but from today scene..although the whole idea was from my coursemate, aizat..i shud have expect this and shud have change the plot from the very beginning..
so my fault to be blame..
haiz..
ashamed...
