Love = Sacrifice..

Btw..someone ask me wat is love???

haha..o pls..i am no more so called "god of love"

coz if i am so call a god..obviously i wun end up like how i am now..

anyhow..this pic below is one of my favourite..intepret it and keep me up to date..

all ta best..

Emotions

Aloha..

greetings there to all my dear readers..

before i begin..let me warn u guys..for those who dun like to read long long essay..then this is the blog that u might consider of skipping..haha..anyway..i had a very very very lots and lots of things to say n express..lots and lots of experience to share..so i will juz let my line go wild..directing from one path to another..for those who r willing to follow me on this journey of my blog..make sure u dun lost somewhere among the lines - and DUN DROWNED or DOZE OFF (i remember ur advice KK )

ok..firstly..thousand apology again ( man..i realise that i keep on using thousand apology..i guess later i will receive email telling me that BORING!! )..ok..ok..so sorry but i muz admit..those blog that i promise u guys and gals..it is quite impossible to finish it..i'm trying my very best but u know that i requires a combination of mood n experience in order to produce a good essay..haha..so that yin n yang balance very rare n easily disturbed..so..forgive me for the delayment or mayb even dun have at all..but some blog that i promised i will produce it.,.like blog dedicated to my small buddy..to STL n OMY ( may u 2 love happily ever after forever till u grow old n drop all ur teeth..haha )..and some comments ( ya..i updated the comment at the oldspot d)..k k..the rest..HOLD ON..give me a break..after all it is HOLIDAY MAR..haha

ok..that is the introduction..right now i am sitting at a isolated spot at the middle of the fac n obviously i am the only survivor here..waiting patiently for the rain to stop so taht i can ride my motor ( not mine..my friend one..i borrowed while he went home ) back to my house without making my notes n my laptop soak. Now speaking bout notes..haha..i am way back from planning..my earlier plan was to finish up central nervous system by sunday and here i am..still struggling the last 2 notes of CNS and this is TUESDAY alr..WEDNESDAY coming up and very soon..holiday ends and academic resume..haiz..haiz..(bitting my nails n my legs are trembling )..and stil got the pysiology n musculoskeletal module..man..now i really wish that human are like "sotong"..wat do we call that in english.? the word suddenly dun wan emerge in my brain...squirt? a..dun care la..or even human are like snake.without bones n muscle..so that medical student will have less problem in memorizing all the muscle n bones n skeletal in human body..a total of 206 bones ( yeah!! i got listen in lecture hall one le..who say i sleep??? )..still i am so relax..sitting here n typing my blog...

haha..ok i wan to talk bout the holiday..eventually tomorrow is wednesday..and i am goin home..man..to be honest..somehow i really feel that the life in college during holiday time is NOT BAD...i REALLY ENJOYED myself man..compare to last sem it was total hollow n kongxu-ness sickness but this time..man..i really had fun..sleeping as "early" as 4 am due to playing dota..or counter strike or even watching anime ( for those freak that say i watch porns..come on man..u know i dun watch this kind of stuff )..and woke up as "early" as 1pm..then riding motor with that wen how to seri kembangan to have our lunch..haha..for the past few days of holidays..it has always been like that..lunch..seri kembangan...dinner is either pasar malam or south city food court..still i enjoyed every bits of it..the same shop we went every lunch time and the same drink that i always order - MILO AIS ..and differnt food of course..and that funny wen how actually eat 2 lunch!! eat lunch at there and da bao LUNCH GO BACK SOMEMORE..wtf..either he has a very high metabolisme or he is trying to transform himself into incredible hulk..(replace all the muscle with fat of course)..but it was really fun with him..dinner at south city is even funnier..i mention on how our survival in searching for the food court that almost ended up we in KLCC and today..it was a hell of a satisfying meal..( to wen how perhaps )..let me introduce wat we had for dinner at south city..i ordered a chicken chop friend rice..( man if u go there muz eat..u got rice..chicken chop with lots of mayonese..salad..fries and fried egg)..at first when the guy brought in the big plate of mine..i thought that the meal will be costly..i am ready n i flashed out a red rm10..and then the guy talked something..( in cantonese..u noe la.one reason i hate kl n perak is that they speak so much in cantonese n i am a total loser on that..some words however i can catch but my basic is so damn worse than my mandarin)..so when the guy requested something when i flashed out the rm 10 to him..i heard he said 12.50..and thus with expected heart..i took an additional rm 3 to him and he looked at me puzzled n wen how was laughing away..wtf..so embarrased n feel so much of stupidity in me..then only i know that he said is rm 5.50..wow..SO CHEAP..the last chicken chop taht i ate at old station in mines cost me rm 12.90..and this is only 5.50..wow..amazing,,muz try..highly recommended)..and got 2 sausage popiah...and wen how ordered one bowl of "la mien"..and 10 dumplings..and one big plate of "char tau kuew"..forgive my translation but the english term juz dun wan to appear in my brain..in bahasa it is call "kuih lobak" (is it? i'm not sure myself)..dun care la..basically that is all and the whole table is full with food..imagine..haha..after eating all..wow..the stomach is so big that i think it can last me for one week..o..o..haven't mention 2 big glass of pearl coconut mik..something like that la..haha..it was really fun having the opportunity to feast outside..finally something from outside the college ..but of course it is costly..juz a few days and rm 100 is goin to finish alr..(mummy!!! top up time..bank account is 0877XXXXXXXXXXXXXX...haha..joking..i dun take money from my mom..i have my own storage k..-read this eric..read this eric..hahahaah)..

and the experience of riding motorcycle throughout the UPM main campus without any people walking around and without other cars and motors and bus..man..it is so nice..imagine..an evening without sun light..winds slowly caress ur skin..no people..no cars..and the trees are so nicely shaped..wow..it is so so so so peaceful n relaxing..man..for one moment i thought that i was at a garden somehwere in canada during autumn..man...it is so nice n peaceful..

and one more..i finally had my dream accomplished!!!.. my earlier dream was to ride motor at upm area - ACCOMPLISHED..after that my next dream is to RACE at UPM area..haha..(now i miss my form 3 life..racing around like mad rempit )..wow..the rain is getting heavier..ok..nvm..continue blog..so finally dream come true..i have realised this a long time ago..that the road from FPSK to main camp..passing through mardi is a very suitable spot for racing..damn long hilly road..wide n clear of stones ( i still remember my 270 degress spin drop when i ran onto a road full with stones..man..that hurts..).but this is clear of stones..from the very begining of the road..a small bumper ( may signify as GO signal) till the traffic light..wow..i wonder why all the kl mat rempit so stupid..wan to race their life out in the kl road..they might juz end up plucking onto the solid concrete wall or tiang..or even crashed onto vehicles n tress..or might even ended up banging a garbage collector truck n die like what happen long time ago ( if u read newspaper)..they can juz simply switch to this road here..nice ..nice..u can speed with all u got n the worst that can happen if there is acident is that u might drop n got dragged for a long distance ( i experienced before ) or u might over shot to the side of the road into big drains fill with brown water..hei..it is still better than garbage truck right? and yet..today..I - A MALLACCA borned EX-REMPIT..haha..managed to raced out with wen how..i'm using a blue modenas kriss with the front stering that is distorted alr..and he is using a old version EX5..clearly that old version rusty honda EX5 is no match to my kriss..the only that i keep on praying is that "PLS..REMAIN AS ONE PIECE OF MOTOR..DUN TERCABUT n BECOME PIECES"..taht is all i'm praying while i'm speeding at 110 km per hour..haha..and i WIN!!!! yeah..i think if police car came i can still run from it..but if it is a 500 cc police big motorbike..i will stop n raised my hand above my head..( clearly- U WUN WIN..DUN U EVER TRY)..still my dream is accomplsihed..yeah!!

and college is as usually..quite..and tonight..i din know that playing basketball in emotional state will produce a good outcome..most of the 3 pointer ball go straight in at one shot..i can say 9 out of 10 go straight in..and the lay-up all is so good..aiyoyo..senior..my dear 3rd year..why u go back..y u dun wan fight with me tonight..i can give u feel the experience of eating a ZERO (haha..if they read this i am a dead meat)..but it was really fun..playing a lone for two hours listening to the latest JAY song send by JLJM..the song is damn nice-wat a taste gal..send more nice song to me..

and that is all..so..tomorrow is goin back home day..kind of miss k17 now..but i wll be back by fri..( i guessed most people alr come back d lo )..goin to celebrate my mom birthday tomorrow..my bus at 12.30 pm n i'm goin to seremban terminal one..lazy to go all the way to bukit jalil..sorry NKT..cannot accompany u..haha..n wen how is leaving as early as 6 am tomorrw.approx 3 hours from now..goin to really piah n study at my brother in law home ( i will not mention the location..for those who intend to come..make ur intention goes off..haha)..and will be back here on fri..dunno can on9 at home or not..no more midnight msn disturbing my dear junior JLJM watching her movie or blog reading( i gues)..and no more friendster update n no more blog update..so folks..dun expect much k.

by the way..i am not that cruel..the basketbal tournament at the evening,.count me IN..right now i am in FIT conditon..haha..make sure u all trained well.."sharp shooter" is back..haha..and tomorrow the dinner shud be able to fninsh by 10pm..so mayb i will pay u all a visit by midnight,same place..amoteh..now i miss benjamin - i wan go play pool n snoker at senyum..tat time i bring my junior go..haha..the place freak them out..and see la..if i can borrow my sis car..then LPL..it is ur lucky day..i will contact u n bring u go tour around malacca k..

so that all for this blog..the rain is not goin to stop..if i dun go through the rain..i think i will have to camp here tonight.so guys..time to get SOAK..(ok..i remembered the combine meet last 2 years..haiz u gals..if ur shirt is white n u know u will get wet..who ask u wear such a colourful n funny thing inside..pity them..by the way..we all as a GENTLEMAN ( including me!! )..took of our shirt n gave them to put it on..( and u haven't return my that SHIRT )...haha..ok la..sourvenir give u la..

ok..time to soak..and for those who said that my blog is long..haha..i'm sorry..i will do something and for those who complain as no pic..well..kind of lazy to put in..and even lazier to search for emoticons from net..but it will be there for next post k..i promised..thanks for the loyalty..

to all my blog readers..

may u have an enjoyable day..and many more enjoyable moment in ur life as ur days slowly commences..cherish every single moment and every single living being around u..and turn to everyone that u love n give a soft kiss on their cheek n whisper to them "i love u" and make every minutes of ur life to be a useful n enjoyable n memorable..

sunlight is warm n rain is gloomy..but it requires both sun n rain to make a beautiful rainbow

may u live life to the fullest and enjoy..may god bless you with happiness and comfort.

and to begin with..to all my blog readers..thank u for ur time spent

i love u all

till then

au revoir

I'm back..

Aloha bloggie!!! proudly announce the return of stylerspring..(man..i love this name )

EMO LEVEL 1 %

i'm back..for those who tought that i had fallen out of the chase and that i wun post anymore comment or blog on this memory lane..U R WRONG!!!. ( hei u CHUA!! i saw ur mail..who say i give up and goin to quit blogging?? haha..for the past few days..ya..i've been in an emo state..feeling moody and down..many thought flash through my mind..but baby..life goes on..perhaps sometimes if we juz dun think so much and enjoy people surrounding us..enjoy the beauty and the good things in life..things may not be so complicated at all..

now let me see all my promises..i promised elain that i will comment on her "action" ..i promised KK that i will comment on the "do's and dont's of fallin in love"..i promised to talk bout friendship..i promised Evan that i will talk bout my junior..i want to re-cap back all those memories that are lost from the previous blog..those from medic nite n orientation..i wanted to comment on the unsatisfactory that i had the other day..i want to dedicate a blog to my junior and i promised to myself that i wan to dedicate a blog to my dear friend STL..wow..so many..how to do?

haiz..

ok..ok..lets start

let me begin the blog with my junior..

so this blog is specially dedicated to my 3 juniors that i think is quite close to me namely JLJM, TS and HS and also of course, my first year buddy PY (how can i forget you..)

and also Evan..if u r reading this..i hope this blog will satisfy u as well..

ok..so..orientation has juz past..and for those who knew me well..u shud be able to know how much i love orientating the small ones and how much i love my juniors..(those in smkgb..those from my uniforms..cadets..kmm..committe..who else a? um..u know urself la..)..there is nothing more fun than having a bunch of new faces around..something that cheer up my life and even more interesting is that no matter what i do..i will always win them at the end of the day..juz because of 4 words.." I AM YOUR SENIOR "..wow..those 4 words are really powerful man..to all seniors..if u r in a game with the junior n u think somehow u r so lousy n u think u will lose..the only way not to make urself paiseh is to use that 4 powerful words and juz scratch some unhappy expression on ur face..and the next thing u know..U R THE WINNER..haha..

let's talk one by one..

i'll begin with HS @ prof seow..(she will be angry if she read this..haha )

a very small gal if u look by far..juz like the height of a secondary school gal..her whitish cheeck with two pinkish puff on top of them make her look exactly like a 15 or 16 years old gal..young ..cute n smalll..

by far..

wait..wait..dun forget ..this is "by far"..but if u look up close and personal..um..um..u need to double check the dictionary on the definition of young

up close

( haha..serve u right..who ask u everytime so proudly boast that u r older than me..bwahaha)..ok la..dun wan to make my other readers start guessing ur look..haha...not that worse..ok..even by close is still so sweet but u can see that she sure look mature enough (compare with the other 2 that look unmature..haha..they r goin to kill me )

let me see when i start to realise ur existence..um..basically..i dun really notice u during orientation until that i received the report that some juniors cried after being bullied by big senior..and it was the first day of orientation.man..u got no idea how worried i am as the VP for the committe..i searched high and low for her and i even consulted the 3rd year senior and demanded for an explaination ( i guess he muz be very unhappy with me also.)..and later i found out that things are not as serious as i think it is..so everything is still fine..the only moment when i get to talk to her is during the second day when she told me that she wanted to quit MD in UPM..wow..what a good way to start a first conversation between us..i will always remember that incidence and how i tried my very best to convince her not to quit..i still remember that i told her "hang on for 3 months..pls..if after 3 month u still with the decision of quitting..then i will get the procedure done for u myself "..(the same line that i told my KMM junior when she wanted to quit..thank god she listen n today she juz can't stop thanking me )....till then that i start to realise her existence and start to be aware of her in case her this crazy thought of quiting attack her again..during the senior day..haha..congratulation coz u got a new nick name in UPM...all eyes are set on u when the words "why u look so like PROF SEOW ?" resonanced loudly throughout the DKU n the next moment everyone burst into laughter..haha..that is the first meeting experience of me n HS..dun underrestimate her..albeit she is small..her capability n strength is uncomparable..she do look like a "big sis" at times when she has to take care of her two little baby (JL n TS )..and sometimes..things juz can't be even more fun when she juz love to claim that she haven't study n she always threatened that she wanted to leave to various places..korea..NUS..haha..YoKe Theng.. if u r reading this..if she really go NUS..i will introduce u to her..she will be really be a funny companion..haha..i will always remember the sentence of urs "dun be afraid of edwin..i am older than him "..haha..ya la ya la..u r older than me..u can have the "old" award..i'm not interested..after all..the word is alr clearly shown on ur face..haha..so that is HS.

NExt..we'll take bout JL..

this person a..hmm..very different n very special..like HS..i dun realise her existence till i saw her..but this JLJM..she very geng one..u can feel her "wind" even before her presence..haha..and in some cases..u can even hear her voice from far far away even before u reach to her..and u can even hear her from 2 floors apart..imagine..no need loud speaker for this fella..description bout her..um..she is a tall n beautiful gal..dark skin i can say (taht is why i claimed that she can be an indian ) with long hair but too bad she distorted her hair after the orientation..( i know how hard u have been trying to get back to the old hair..i saw how u pull the front part n how u clip it to the side - and u even once ask me for a clip..OMG..where to find one for u? and u tried to use the clip of the pen n pencil..haha .."smart".)..a jovial type..when she is in her good mood time..u will have the fun of talking or playing with her but when she is in the bad mood time..i highly suggest u all to walk 20 steps away from her..naughty gal as well..she juz love to torture n abuse people with her various action..( for those who had been tortured..go ahead n call the tele-dera..u have my full support.)..i wil be happy to hear her voice behind the gallows of "rumah orang sakit jiwa"..haha..

um..when do i get to know her..let me see..like what i said..her name is so big that the name actually reached to my ears before her presence physically..haha..after the first time meeting at the cafe on friday night ( she claimed that she was so afraid of me coz i look like a big taiko..with the big body n english speaking..)..haha..man..how come i am so less sensitive..if i realise that she is afraid of me earlier..tat will be something very nice to play..haha..after that friday meeting..dun really notice her existence throughout the orientation..only 3 things that i remembered..one is i managed to give some juniors including JL a facial wash with the green mud that the senior's prepared..a truly whole face wash..haha..(sorry)..and i managed to splashed one big hand of flour directly to her face during the war game..and binded her for a while..(yeah!!!! ) and the 3 incidence..is she approached me n told me that she lost her signature paper..(i know u purposely lost it together with ur file cz u failed to get any names.haha..no la..jk..ok.ok..i trust u..)..the only chance i get to know her is when i picked her up to be the mc for medic nite 08..during rehearsal was really fun..lots of video n recording..(i'm considering shud i put it up here..haha..)..but overall..she is truly a great friend..a great companion n a great junior..a very playful monkey but a very inteligent gal..(usually stress in last min..haha)..but she is really a great fella..a very good friend..very thankful that i had the chance of knowing her.thanks for bringing joy n laughter to my life..and bout the abuse thing..u might wan to scroll down to the end of this post..haha!! and that is jessie lim..

next will be TS..haha..this is even funnier..first year junior of my best friend..a girl that always with the blur look on her face..haha..is HS look mature..and JL look unmature..then this TS will be at the centre..neither mature nor unmature..mostly blur..haha..very funny talking to her..but a very good fella..she is the one that always listen to me when i open my mouth..while JL wil be busy with her hp n HS wil either be talking bout her stuff or reading her notes..this TS is the one that will really listen to me n response to me..haha..sorry gal coz i know tat i always ignore u when u r talking..

i promise i will listen to u next time k..k..by the way..this gal manage to give me a hair scrub yesterday during her birthday party celebration..the only difference is that..it is not shampoo that she used..but merely CREAM!!!!...and u know what..although i bath n wahed my hair alr..still i can get that oily cream somewhere at my head!!..thankz to u..but i also managed to strike u back..haha

during orientation..hmm..i din really notice ur existence..haha..forgive me..so there is not much i can say regarding the orientation.i think i get to know u after the orientation through JL..but u know wat..u r a great friend..and one more thing..u r a great pig too..i doubt are u born in a pig farm? haha..jk..no offence..coz ur ability to sleep surpass mine..this fella can sleep for 4 or 5 hous in the evening..i though evening sleep is juz suppose to be a quick nap of max 2 hours..now i realy admire ur ability to hibernate..so dun worry..if this world runs out of food..u can consider of hibernating for years..i know u can one..haha..same goes to JL..haha

TS



Jessie Lim (darker.haha)

so taht is the story of my 3 juniors which are really funny n cute and the are the same person that make my life more interesting and fun..i know a lot of stuff had ran through each and everyone of u..my decision of abolishing the senior junior gap is not something that i regret..but i' really enjoying the equal treatment that i received as a friend from all of u..

so that is a bit bout my juniors..and for others juniors that may be reading this..thousand apology coz u r not mention in this session but i promise that i will have ur turn next..there is nothing so special bout this 3 as i take all of u equally as a very good junior n very good friend ( i know ..my smkgb junior will be clapping their hand when reading this..although i got new junior.i still love u guys n gals k..) next blog will be specially dedicated to my dearest buddy PY..wait for it..how can i forget my own buddy..

so that's all for this blog..hope u r satisfy with this blog Evan..and there is something that i wan to show u bout the orientation also..

haha..i know..our version one is much much nicer n more impact..haha..and lastly..some entertainment that i managed to record..

BUT THE VIDEO CANNOT BE UPLOADED..coz the format is not supported..i thought BLOGGER IS SO GREAT!!!..cei..nvm..to be continued from here..wait till i go back home and convert the file..there is a continuation ya..remember that..haha

ok..head jammed d

conclusion..many people walk in and out of my life..but only true friends that leave foot print in our heart..thankz to all my friends and juniors..i love u all!!

au revoir