my my..i miss my blog so much that no word can describe..thousand apology ( so sien one..everything thousand apology ..) minta maaf...i'm sorry..( some variation finally..)..
but i have not sign in..and have not type anything on this page for ages..the last blog was..um..um..approx one week ago i gues..i dun even remember when is the last time i jot thing here..well..cannot be held..coz i simply run out of time and words.
with final in 25 days..everyone seem to have that adrenaline rushing up their spine..reading non-stop 24 hours around the clock..and for me..haha..i wonder..wat happen to my adrenaline? coz i dun feel any fear or any worry at all..although my results are droping bit by bit..and others are goin up..still the worry dun wan to emerge..someone pls scold me and wake me up..
and did i tell u that i had somehow adapted myself to being a owl in the midnight and early morning.? for the past few days i have been sleeping at 5.30 am and wake up at approx 11am plus plus..something that i believe is not very healthy..i shud have gone bed by 12am and got up as early as 6am..but no choice..my biological clock has juz gone crazy d..i juz came out from the toilet and i notice that my eyes are swollen and got very dark wrinkles around my eyes..wow..sign that i am lacking in sleep..still physically i am active..albeit now is 4.10am..i can still go play basketball if i wan..
and right now as i enjoy typing my blog..i know that deep in me..my brain cells are slowly dying ( that explain why i keep forgeting things now..)..and my liver are rotting..bit by bit..and my stomach is goin crazy also..secreting excessive juice making my whole lower abdomen uncomfortable like being squeeze..
and did i mention that i juz vomitted..um..10 min ago..after drinking that one cup of ipoh freeze coffee mix ( the name is freeze..but it is hot one la..)..and after drinking it..wow..30 min later..go toilet and vomit..the same thing happen 3 days ago..looks like my intolerance towards cafein has grown serious..and yesterday albeit i change the menu and tried nescafe..still i can feel the "vomit feeling" deep in me..wow..i wonder when will i dehydrate and die..
and..ya..everyone is so hardworking..spending my whole weekend without reading anything..my plan as usual is none complete..thank god..still got 2 days off..monday will be time to cover my pharmaco n revise my repro...and tuesday will be the reading for the wed test..this week got 2 assesment..wed got one..fri got two..but thank god is not that heavy one..and CNS module is as usuall..very damn damn hard..
so..right now u can imagine my condition..my friends went to sunway lagoon yesterday and today they went to midvalley and watch 2 movie.(haiz..they nv call me go also..sad sad )..still i know that i miss a lot of thing and entertainment..although i've been playing dota every night..still i feel that i'm missing something..
i miss goin to sunway lagoon..goin shopping..(no wonder my friend nv ask me go la..coz the last time i went to shopping with them is like half a year ago..if i'm not mistaken...haha )..and i know that ben and henry..i'm sorry coz i kept on telling u all that i am busy..not to avoid u all but truly i am busy and ur msn always come at the wrong time..but realy paiseh a..even u guys birthday i also forget d...haha..i wish ben "happy birthday" yesterday although his birthday is oct 2nd..haha..see how geng is me..feel like taking a big knife and stab directly at my chest..
and UM is having their exam starting tomorrow..haha..jessie TSL now is damn panic d i suppose..haha..spending her entire weekend at the lib full with old books and journals..haha..as usuall la..exam is like that one..gal..if u r reading this..not tat i dun wan to layan u n dun wan to reply and entertain u when u say u boring ya..only i really wan u to study and dare not disturb u..later if u finish d..u wan sms whole day i also dun mind ( cei..but that time i think u'll be at pangkor d lo.haha..while i struggle my final through ..)..anyway i dunno how u r doin there but i strongly believe that u will do great there and excel..all the best ya jess..u have my full blessing n support..have faith and confidence in urself as much as i hav faith n confidence in u ya.gambate
and..for one moment i actually like my college uspot rather than the lousy fac wireless..coz at fac..i can't hardly on9..but in my house using that uspot that i once condemned som badly..now it happen to be that i can gain access to various sites including my friendster..blogger and msn..can u imagine that..haha..
and some of the highlighted activities for the whole week..i went to mines and get some "supplement" d..hope can survive for one month some more..and i withdraw more money from my cimb again..now juz left rm 200..wow..
and i played football on sat afternoon..with my friends and junior..wow..i finally get back to my post which is between the 2 tiang.,.after how long huh..um..um..almost 2 years since i left football arena..man..i miss the goalkeeper post man..at least i had some satisfaction of having some nice save on sat afternoon..and half way through game..it rain heavily and we still continued raining..haha..( ok..i got scolded badly by my bro k..)..and it remind me of the glorious victory 3-1 in 2003..where i was the main goalkeeper of the day..saving more than 27 shots..man..those saves were beautiful man..and my team won 3-1 against our greatest rival..haha..all hail edwin..yay!!
ok la..i wan to go sleep d..feel my stomach twisting again..i dun wan vomit again,..( juz have some real disgusting conversation regarding vomitting with my junior..jessie LJm..yuckz..)..and here i am..vomitting..haiz
ok..so i guess after this post it will be quite a while before i post anything up here again..to my readers..really sorry a..no time la..muz piah for final d..i know u all finish ur exam d..so..juz enjoy urself and have fun..play gao gao k..but control a..dun take any drugs and control a bit in hotel a..dun say edwin never warn..haha..i dun wan early pregnancy..haha..and dun get caught by authorities in no matter wat u do..( man..now i feel wan go langkawi..)
cherish ur life and cherish every single individuals that is near to u..
after all..life is full of wonders..
last word from me..
LOVe YA ALL !!
