"This post was typed on tuesday night..but i was so sleepy that i forget to post it up"
haha..
no word can describe the feeling that is oscillating deep within me..
the feeling of freedom and stress free..
wow..this feeling is wonderful..right now i feel as if ..so relax..no burden and no stress..
and by the way did i mention that for the past week..i've been having problem with my chest..not my heart obviously coz it is not at where it is located ( unless referred pain then i dunno la..screwed all the medical term..right now is exam free!!! YAY )
but still really a..i've been having difficulty to breath previously ..and my chest was kinda being stressed and pressed upon..feeling dicomfort..making some differential diagnosis to ran through my mind..
asthma? heart attack? angina? stress? pneumonia? wtf..and yesterday it was raining and cold wind was breezing and when i felt difficulty in breathing again..that reminds me of asthma and i ran back home immediately..who would not..after the whole 3 days of reading the central nervous system non-stop..all i wan is to finish up the exam..i dun wan to die half way..hypoxia and ischemia and bla bla bla..shit man..medic..
and right now is complete freedom and relaxation..although i saw a couple of trouble faces..my dear juniors..one was busy in doubting to go back or not to go back..one is dunno for wat reason actualy tumbled herself into the pigeon hole..haha..damn funny..really artistic..next time wan take photo i will find her to repeat that scene again..and some ugly faces..dunno how to smile as if i owe them thousand million dollar..come on la..
laughter is the best medicine and to smile is the beginning of it..that's what my friend use to told me....and one more..one more
i saw my third year senior..shirley..well..she is as usually..beautiful..cute..and friendly..man..no word to describe how i like her..HEY..get my word..i use "like" and not "love"..dun send emails and condemn me later..haha
and she n me agreed on one thing..and that is the clinical life is so so so much nicer than preclinical life..right now i really feel like wanting to get the hell out of here...grab my white clothes ( although i haven't even buy one yet :P)..grab my stethoscope..pull it around my neck..grab my tendom hammer..stuck it into the side..take my oxford handbook of medical and put it into my pocket..clip on my id card with the yellow hospital entry card..and with that pen torch in the upper pocket and some colourful pens in the pocket as well..man..i'm good to go..haha
all those items that are mentioned above..i haven't even buy them yet..except for the oxford handbook that i have bought earlier..and still i wan to buy another thinner version..haha..
but i was told that all those items will cost my approx RM 1000 plus plus !!!!! walao!!
right now my bank is at its limits..goin to run dry at any moment at any time..and did i tell u that i actually finish up rm 1000 in less than 2 month..haha..i wonder if my sis know about this..i am dead meat..ok ..ok..no more night walk..no more delicacies..no more supper..no more mcdonald..no more seri kembangan food and no more twisties of course..i am running very low now..someone please post on the newspaper telling everyone that someone in UPM MEDIC need money badly or else he will die..and please collect some money and if can millions of course..and send to my account ..this is my no..1005461511258..( come on la..u dun think that i will reveal my true account no here a..haha..)
still i need money badly..someone..please...
ok..nvm..next sem after the ptptn put in some cash..i will survive
still life is full of enjoyment..and today..i am goin to enjoy and play the whole night..yeah
