waa..after passing through this week..u all can call me superman d..i can't believe it myself..that deep down inside of me i have such a great inner strength and such a strong mentality to overcome to such thing that i call "the toughest moment ever in UPM "..
almost one and a half year i am here in serdang FBSK and this week i can say that is the most crazy week (exceptional for final exam la)..i ever experience in my whole entire 20 years of my life..( ok..i know i'm old alr..my junior said that 20 years old is alr considered as old..*sulk* )..and still this week..haiz..
flipping through the time table u will see how crazy this UPM system will be..classes from straight 8am till 5pm..with only ONE HOUR break at 1pm for lunch..wow..can u imagine that..and to make things even worst..we have 2 assesment coming one after another..plus with 2 seminar and reports to be done..wow..i really thank god for giving me such a strength to go this n endure this kind of torturing...both spiritually n mentally..
and i am suppose to find information regarding this pathetic family health module that we are about to present this fri..and later got to make the finale for the epidemiology seminar slides taht i am goin to present this wed..which is TOMORROW..( omg..i can feel the shiver run down my spine d..)
juz finish my musculoskeletal exam..i slept at 4.30 am yesterday..finishing every single notes on the ms module but still i skip a lot on pathology n amazingly today 4 QUESTIONs on pathology..well done..there goes my 20 marks..right into the drain..haiz..
and if u ever feel of waking up in emptyness..today is the day taht i felt extreme emptyness...waking up at 7.30am in the morning...feel empty both in the heart n brain..of course no time to bother bout the heart...i more worried on the emptyness in brain coz i dun remember a thing on all those that i have revise..i can't even remember simple thing like infratemporal fossa and stuff like middle ear..thank god the anatomy question is still..ok la..
still i have a very long way to go this week..the end of exam today juz means the beginning of the trouble..still pls have mercy on me
and yesterday had a couple of lines with my junior..they seem to freak out regarding final n how viva will be expecting for them..haiz..
the most important thing that i see is REALIZE..to realize n to change..i strongly feel that if we alr expect this unhappy situation to occur..then we muz not juz let it be since we have time to overcome it..do watever changes that u can n try to change..
afterall..
like what the word of wisdom said..
"to be perfect is to change often.."
right now..my hp is ringing..someone calling but i juz tend to ignore n continue to type my blog..coz if i answer..means the beginning of a task n job..
wat a tough life
still..live life to the fullest..
i never stop giving you hope..
why don't you start giving urself a little too..
be posititve
