this is the 96th post alr...i feel like blogging..but i got no idea wat to tell..somehow i am not awake yet..although it is 10.15am and i am at the old same library..juz dun have that urge to flip through the notes yet..haiz..wat happen to all the cortisol and adrenaline? run out alr a? or is it because lack of caffein that made me in such "half dead-half alive" situation..man..i think it is time to start taking a few sip of chicken essence..i felt that deep in me is very tired..and some how..out of those confidence and smiles and laughter..i felt a very long dreadful feeling deep in me..half of me wish that exam is tomorrow..faster start and faster finish..and another half of me..wish that exam wil be next month..haiz..the long dreadful feeling is back...and i juz hate it so much coz it makes me no mood to start on anything at all...
today is suppose to be somethig like "world kidney day"..while we have 60 of the first year medical student riding bike from hospital serdang to dunno where la..kind of fun..and u got a t-shirt as well..but the fun part is not the t-shirt of course..u get to cycle around together in groups..laughter and take lots of photo..i am dying for activity..i wan go travel around..i wan go vacation..i wan snap photo..finally i have a "not bad" 3.2 mpx that allows me to snap at anything..but juz no time..haiz..
and manchester united finally won over inter milan..yeah..my favourite team..but i miss the match yesterday..haiz..see la..other people so focus to study for this prof exam that will be arriving in 7 days time..but i actually have that urge to go watch football..dun mention that i had been playing dota for quite a time alr..
damn..hate this slumber feeling in me..wey..how to over come it...haiz..
so this is the "lame" and "boring" piece of my blog..juz wanting to add up to sum of 100..coz others have alr celebrated..i am the last one,...shame on me..haikz...
ok..time to get back to books..books..and books..
