Halorrr..i'm still alive..

Aloha...

A sign that i'm stil alive and breathing..it has been a couple of days since i last visited this page..not because i dun wan..but simply because i got nothing to talk about here..but somehow..when i read blogs belong to other people..there comes the urge for me to type..and start being a blogger again..

and so here i am..stuck in a transition world that seems to be spinning at its slowest velocity..the transition period from preclinical to clinical years..gosh i must say that it is kind of boring actually..all i have in me is juz research, dota, fifa, facebook-ing, blogging ( yeah..like once in blue moon)..gosh..call me crazy but it is proven that i can only be on holiday for a short moment..when it extends too long..i get bored easily..and god i dun wan to think bout my problematic research anymore..( hope it will finish very soon..)...

and all my first year juniors completed their final exam already..and right now i guess that they are at their own peaceful sanctuary at their hometown..enjoying every minutes of "holiday" that they had cried for desperately. And that leave me alone here in this college...without those funny funny figures that i used to see..dun see that "freak" jessie around anymore..no more her shrieking voice..dun see that small litle "dwarf" walking up and down at fac every night anymore...haha..i dare not mention her name here..or else she will be kicking me with her "long" leg..haha..anyway..the whole fac is empty and quite..no more "friendly figures" except those medic mesir student..ok..in short..i admit..i do miss them..ok..

and another thing worth mentioning...all the "about to-be" 4th year senior ( present now is 3rd year )..they are finally leaving college 17..moving to their clinical campus at Damai..dun ask me where is that coz i got no idea also..somewhere near hkl i guess..so that makes US...WE..ME!!! to be the biggest Medic senior in this college..hahaha..orientation will be fun..this new coming juniors..may god bless you..hahahaha..but i do will mis them too..those moments where we played basketball with the seniors..my senior buddy who is so cute..i guesss it will be even harder for me to see her d..and no more "senior can i lend motor"..."senior can i lend helmet.."...luckily i got my motor here d..haha...but they will be staying in k17 once in a while..when they are having their minor and short posting in hospital serdang..they will be staying in k17 "temporary room"..

still we are the biggest senior here..bwahahhahaa..

and flipped back through history...made me realised how fast time flies..it was like yesterday...when i first step into this uni..and either i realised it or not..two years gone..and here i am..in the edge of leaving second year and in one month time..i'm a 3rd year medical student already..one more year..and i'll be goin to damai as well and the following year..adios medical programme..and out-i-go..to the wild and dangerous world of "housemanship"...

and recently..ok..i spent a lot of money on movies..i watched some of the latest movie. X-Men..terminator..and u know wat? i juz left RM 99 in CIMB..hahaha..i hate to do it..but i think i will have to make that "emergency" call back home..or pray hard for that "early ptptn miracle" haha...

till then...

back to my mundane and monotous lifestyle..

dota or fifa...

sleep la..

zzzzz..

When life is just a little bit too much..

this is the 96th post alr...i feel like blogging..but i got no idea wat to tell..somehow i am not awake yet..although it is 10.15am and i am at the old same library..juz dun have that urge to flip through the notes yet..haiz..wat happen to all the cortisol and adrenaline? run out alr a? or is it because lack of caffein that made me in such "half dead-half alive" situation..man..i think it is time to start taking a few sip of chicken essence..i felt that deep in me is very tired..and some how..out of those confidence and smiles and laughter..i felt a very long dreadful feeling deep in me..half of me wish that exam is tomorrow..faster start and faster finish..and another half of me..wish that exam wil be next month..haiz..the long dreadful feeling is back...and i juz hate it so much coz it makes me no mood to start on anything at all...

today is suppose to be somethig like "world kidney day"..while we have 60 of the first year medical student riding bike from hospital serdang to dunno where la..kind of fun..and u got a t-shirt as well..but the fun part is not the t-shirt of course..u get to cycle around together in groups..laughter and take lots of photo..i am dying for activity..i wan go travel around..i wan go vacation..i wan snap photo..finally i have a "not bad" 3.2 mpx that allows me to snap at anything..but juz no time..haiz..

and manchester united finally won over inter milan..yeah..my favourite team..but i miss the match yesterday..haiz..see la..other people so focus to study for this prof exam that will be arriving in 7 days time..but i actually have that urge to go watch football..dun mention that i had been playing dota for quite a time alr..

damn..hate this slumber feeling in me..wey..how to over come it...haiz..

so this is the "lame" and "boring" piece of my blog..juz wanting to add up to sum of 100..coz others have alr celebrated..i am the last one,...shame on me..haikz...

ok..time to get back to books..books..and books..

Mundane and Monotonous

The day when everything is so mundane and monotonous..wow..i feel real bad and quilty..have you ever meet with someone that can actually post up 3 blog in a day..kind of weird..no wonder why my house mate keep calling me.."Stop..dun blog anymore..study!!!"...and he himself will chat at msn for hours and hours..so call study..cei..haha..thankz kenz..mayb i will start to study if u stop chatting..haha..joking..nothing much special happen today..looking forward to some big meteor to land at upm..then things will be different..haha..and today one of my friend told me.."hei..it is kind if weird to see guys blog"..haha..that sentiments is really funny man..i was laughing away when i saw his message there on the msn..ya..kind of true u know..very seldom guy will blog and talk bout things that happen in their life..make them look like "girlish"..but u know what..dun go back to my hometown and repeat ur sentence or u will be having more than 30? or even 40 guys chasing ur tail wanting to smack ur butt..haha...but i dun blame him..before i start to blog..i had the same thought as him..but a friend of mine..a very sweet gal..(now at where i also dunno..haha)..she is the one that start to spread this virus..and the next moment..all of us are on the net..typing and enjoying the blog..haha

now ..i see that this blog is a way for me to release and express my feeling..any unsatisfactory or any unhappiness..feel kind of fun..blogging here at blogspot..so dun mind it is a boy or gal game..as long as we enjoy..then ok la..haha

ok..i know..boring..i dun like to read boring blog too..haha..forgive me..JKK..will update with a more interesting one later..

till then..

aurevoir

p/s : yeah..i manage to fix the time..so from here onwards..shud be ok d